e@k`~mw~ ek k`lyk, aq v@g~ m e@k`~mw~ ek k`lyk, ek mEhEqEbd gm|m`nyk~ wQbEn`. e~ gm|m`ny m#qQn~ pEAcQ gAg`vk~ gl` @gn gQhQn~ mEhEqt v#tEn`. @m| gM @qp#w~@w~ mQnQs~sE @b`@h`myk~ pqQAcQ @vl` hQtQy`.

           a@p~ kw`@v| en mQnQs~sE @qn~n`@gn~ nrk mQnQh` mEhEq LMQn~ m gM ayQ@n~ p#lk~ atv@gn m`U al~l` kmQn~ jWvw~ vEn`.

           kw`@v| en anQk~ mnEs~sy`, @h`[ mQnQh`. ey` jWvw~ vE@n~ g@M~ @b`@h`m ihLQn~. jWvQk`v @gn gQ@y~ @g`vQw#n~ bw~ krl`. ey` kQsQ q`k g@Mn~ m`U a#l~lE@v| n#h#. ey` g@Mn~ pY@y`~j@n~t gw~@w~ vwOr vQwryQ.

          @m| g@M~w~, mEhE@q~w~ m`Uvn~ @b`@h`myk~ hQtQy`.  wvw~ @n`@ykUw~ sw~wOw~ hQtQy`. un~ jWvw~vn~n ek ek` k` gw~ww~ @b`@h`m sm`q`n@yn~ k`ly @gnQc|c`.

           k`@lkt mEhE@q~w~, wvw~ k`@lkt g@M~w~ jWvw~ vn m`U@vkOw~ @m| awr hQtQy`. @m| wmyQ s#mn~ m`Uv`. u_ gYW;~m ir\wO@v| bQw~wr q`n~n mEhE@q~ i[n~ gM qQ@g~ is~mw~wt pWn@gn env`. A#vQw~ bQw~wr q`l` a`phE mEhEqt ynv`. bQw~wr pEpErl` p#tv| eLQyt a`v` m unEw~ mEhEqt pWn@gn ynv`. pWnnv`t vd` gh@gn ynv`.

          qvsk~ nrk mQnQh`t nrk nmEw~ apRr# kl~pn`vk~ a`v`.

          “s#mn~ m`Uv` gM is~mw~wt gQhQn~ bQw~wr q`l` a`phE mEhEqt gQy` m gM hrh` @v|l~lk~ b[Qn~n o|n$. ew@k`t bQw~wr pEpErl` phLt en p#tv| @l`kO @vn~n a#rl` gM is~mw~@wqW m al~ln~ kw$kQ. ew@k`t m`U al~ln~n mEhEqE yn~n o|@n n#h#. anQk v#dQy a#l~lE@v`w~ tQn~ krl` hrQ vQkONn~n b#rQy#.”

            @m@hm hQwpE nrk mQnQh` gYWs~m ir\wO@v| s#mn~ m`Uv` gM is~mw~@w~ bQw~wr q`l` ynkm| i[l` gM hrh` @v|l~lk~ b#n~q`. iwQn~ bQw~wr pEpErl` gh@gn a`pE s#mn~ m`U p#tv| @v|l~l LM hQr vEn`. nrk mQnQh` @v|l~l udt @vl` nQkt aw gg` hQn` vEn`.

          s#mn~ am|m` mEhEqt @vl` bl` hQtQy`. @k`@wkOw~ bln~ hQtQyq?  e~w~ @mq` p#tv| mEhEqt en p`tk~ n#h#. a$ p#tv| @h`y` @gn gM is~mw~wt pWnn~n ptn~ gw~w`. ew@k`t q#k~k` gM hrh` b#[l` wQbENE @v|l~l. am|mt hrQ qEkyQ, wmn~@g~ p#tv| g#n. ey` @klQn~ m gQ @y~ mEhE@q~ e~ hrQ@y~ blvw` - bly` hm|b@vn~n. gQhQn~ kQv|v` @vc|cQ sQq~{Qy. e~ s#@r\ blytw~ hrQ m qEkyQ. bly` @m|k r` @g`dEvt kQv|v`.

         r` @g`dEv`, kOm|bl`v`t kQv|v`. kOm|bl`v` kQv|v` hEr#l~lt. hEr#l~l` kQv|v` s`lyt. s`ly` h`l~m#s~st. h`l~ m#s~s`, is~st. ek vA@s~ sw~wO nQs` is~s` kkOUv`t kQv|v`. kkOUv`, k#s~b$vt. @g`dbQ@m| in~n ib|b`, k#s~b$v@g~ LM n$@yk~ nQs`, ey`t e~ pNQvEdy ib|bt @qn~n pEUvn~ vEn`. iwQn~ ib|bw~ @g`dbQm qQ@g~ hyQ hyQ@yn~ qEvl`, @v|l~lw~ phE kr@gn @h`[ mQnQh`@g~ @g`vQ@p`Lt a`v`.

          @g`vQ@p`L q#k~k` m ib|bt hrQ pEqEmyQ. is~sr v@g~ @n@myQ, q#n~ @b`@h`m sr#yQ. gs~ pWqQl`. @gdQ brt b@r\. @h~wOv @m`kk~q kQyl` b#lQn~nm| gM phLQn~ @v|l~l b#n~qt ps~@s~ @h`[ mQnQht vwO@rn~ adEvk~ n#h#. e~ nQs` ey` hQtQ@y~ @b`@h`m swOtQn~.

          iwQn~ ib|bw~ @h`vQ@p`Lt kQt|tE@vl` v#t ayQ@n~ hQtpE eU@vkOt @m| pNQvE@d| qEn~n`. eUvw~ qEvl` qEvl` gQhQn~ pNQvEdy eL@qn@g~ k@n~ wQb|b`. eL@qnt @m| kw`v ahl` hrQ qEkyQ. a#yQ iwQn~ eyw~ qr# qEk qn~n` k`@g k`@gw~ kQrQam|m` @n`v#. ey` @h`[ mQnQh`@g` LM m mQwYy`, bl~l`hm|b @vl` @m| pNQvEdy kQv|v`. bl~l` @p`@r`n~qE vEn` @h`[ mQnQht @m| pNQvEdy @qn~n.

          bl~l` @gn`pE pNQvEdy ahl` @h`[ mQnQh` @h`[t m km|p` vEn`. “a#yQ @m| mQnQh` @m| wrm| npEr# v#d krn~@n~ ? a#yQ mA v@g~ @g`yQw#n~ bwk~ krl` jWvw~ @vn~n @n`hQwn~@n ? e~w~ mA @k`@h`mq @m|k nrk mQnQht kQyn~@n~ ? mQnQh` @v|l~l glvl` q#m|@m`w~ a`@yw~ m@g~ @g`vQ@p`L p`U @vl` y`vQ.” wm` pw~ @vl` in~n asrN ww~w~vy g#n hQwQl` @h`[ mQnQht a#@Vn~n ptn~ gw~w`. ey`@g~ mEhEN qQ@g~ k[EU gl` @gn gQy`. e~ k[EU bQAqEvk~ awt arn~ bl~l@g~ a@w~ wQyl` @h`[ mQnQh` @m@hm kQynv`.

          “a@n~ ! blE y`U@v|, mt nm| hrQ m qEkyQ. e~w~ mA @k`@h`mq @m|k krn~@n~ ? mA n#h# @n~ oy v@g~ nrk mQnQs~sE ek~k kQsQ m gnE@qnEvk~. anQk ms~ m`U kn un~ ek~k e@hm a`s~s@r\ krn~n a#h#kQy# ? ek awkt mt vd` nrk mnEs~syt kQt|tE m`Un~ m @n`v#. e~ nQs` un~t kQy`pn~ wv p`rk~ e~ mnEs~sy` ek~k kw` krl` bln~n kQyl`. @mn~n @m| k[EU bQAqEv un~t qWl` mA @b`@h`m qEk~ vR bvw~ kQy`pn~.”

            iwQn~ bl~l` @vn @m`nv` krn~nq ? u_ @m| k[EU bQAqEvw~ ek~k pNQvE@d| eL@qnt qEn~n`. e~ pNQvE@d| k[EU bQAqEvw~ ek~k awQn~ awt gQhQn~ an~wQmt bly` awt m a`v`. bly` @b`@h`m qEkQn~ k[EU bQAqEvw~ ek~k pNQvE@d| s#mn~ am|m` awt qEn~n`. k[EU bQAqEv awt gw~wO h#tQ@y~ s#mn~ am|mw~ ppEv p#LQl` ml`, qr# qEk qr` gn~n b#rQv.

          @s~@r`m m`Un~t hrQ m qEkyQ. iwQn~ apQw~ e~ qEk @bq`@gn kw`v ivr krmE q ? ew@k`t ar hQr @vl` in~n s#mn~ p#tv| tQk ? apQ wv tQkk~ kl~pn` krl` blmE, @h`[ mQnQs~sEn~t b#rQ vEnw~ smhr vQt……..

scQn~ ar#@N`~q~ jy@nw~wQ

(@my 1988 @n`v#m|br\ ‘vQvrN’ kl`p@yhQ pL vQy)

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